Musings

16/9/24

During one of the “discussions”, late at night when L was getting ready for bed — because that’s when it’s a good time to bring up things — you told L that you and A had talked and you told A you had feelings for her. And A said she had feelings for you too. But, you were both “stuck” in your lives.

In the next breath, you asked L if she wanted to work on your relationship.

Think about that for a second.

You tell her that you’ve told someone else that you have feelings for her, but that you’re stuck in your current life. You’re…stuck. So…that’s a good time to say “hey, let’s work on our relationship. I have feelings for someone else and I feel stuck here…”

Idiot.

Anyway…

Turns out that A has recently ended her relationship. She has become “unstuck”, it seems. Interesting timing.

I wonder how long it will be before you become unstuck. Moving to another state down south now? Or…moving someone else and her kid up to New England? Going to play daddy to someone else’s kid when you couldn’t be bothered to even try to interact with C?

Interesting times ahead. We’ll see who you really are, if you actually show who you really are.

How much of a villain are you going to make L out to be in this? Because you know you will. You’ll put it all on her. Just like you have everything else.

I’ll wager A goes to Maine for Christmas this year.

Stay tuned to see if I’m right.

4/10/24

LOL wow. Okay, dude.

Do you REALLY think it’s appropriate to be all ‘I’m mad at A because she’s disappeared and hasn’t talked to me in a week’ to the SAME PERSON you were CRYING to about not wanting to lose and wanting to work on your relationship just a few short weeks ago?

Is L your fucking relationship advisor now?

And you fucking WONDER why L has little to NO interest in trying to work shit out with you?

It’s because of fucking bullshit like this. Seriously.

How fucking STUPID and TOXIC and MANBABY are you??

Also…did you every fucking think that maybe, JUST MAYBE…

A has a LOT of fucking shit going on in her own life and can’t fucking deal with your baby bullshit right now?

I don’t know A, but don’t really like her — but, dude. She’s got a lot going on and you’re sitting there moaning…fucking MOANING to the person you LIVE with, to the person you “don’t want to lose”, to the person you CRIED your fucking crocodile tears to about not wanting to lose her…about how A isn’t talking to YOU at the moment.

READ THE FUCKING ROOM, YOU STUPID FUCKING MORON.

You seriously need to have a shitload of sense slapped into your stupid fucking head. Because you’re a fucking selfish idiot.

Fucktard motherfucker.

Oh…yes. Let’s just add this piece of information.

You choose to do this at a time when L is actively packing to LEAVE for a 6 week holiday.

You probably sealed your fate with this one.

Fuckknuckle.

Hey…how’s that “looking into seeking professional help” working out for you? Have you figured that out yet?

Because…it took me all of 3 seconds to figure out how to access the Employee Assistance Program at your place of employment. And I don’t even work there.

You’re a liar. You have ZERO interest in trying to help yourself — so of course, you’re not going to do anything to make anything better for anyone.

UGH.